deviantindigolove

why dont i do the things they tell me. i feel so blind some one help me. i walk in the dark with my light. if i turned it on everything alright. this smoke goes threw my already fogged brain. clear it away no longer insane. not so easy actions seem. because the words they say have no meaning. falsified actions with a truthfull word. get you as far as a flightless bird.

these things i write in turn of love. i hope for blessings from above . i want to feel my heart in another. been so long should i even bother. not ment for me obvious to see . prove me wrong show me the right. i want to share the warmth at night. this passion inside set me on fire . i want to share with some one go much higher.

point me towards what is right . i can not see the one in sight . they say its trouble. i look past so humble. make me feel this fire inside. should i put it our is it a lie. i want to feel it make things work. no one said this would hurt. should i move on am i wasting my time. i look at you everything divine. trouble she says but i can not see. all i want is you and me. heart so torn knees so week. i hope our future is not so bleak. life on the rocks is what i see . i see it go away when your close to me. truth or lie . used or passion. these are the questions my brain is flashin.

emptiness a shadow inside i feel if only touch could heal the emptiness would fill the sun would rise i wouldn't be trapped in these thoughts and lies but this touch is without love love comes from within and from above life with out happiness... love.... a can not begin to fathom

clouds made of beauty full of sorrow clouds peace of mind raging anger clouds

to dream again what is who wants to see leave me at peace its where who wants to be to swim in love to earth no harm pain the inside down the arm every thing who is nothing life,love,jealousy human being

i hope you melt and become alive. stop letting other people move you form you. your not really smiling so wipe it off. burn your material love and find it in yourself , other people, the earth. your only alive once you have died. turn your tv off pick up a pencil, paint brush(can), be outside . you only live once live for yourself in the flesh not plastic. peace love and true happiness. deviant love

obligations are a drag. they are not the true feeling of action or expression toward someone or something. wen you are obligated you have the sense of you have to do it. it should not be like that at all . you should do something because you want to out of kindness of your heart not because you feel obligated. if you feel obligated to do something i say dont do it its not true feeling/expression so why should u do it if its not true to you. never hold a sense of obligation over you or someone else it wont turn out in favor. when you do something wholeheartedly you are without obligation witch turns into an act of love  .. a sense of reli